There is no other way to describe the way I feel these days other than I just simply miss my Gran. She has been in heaven for 2 and a half weeks now. In some it seems like yesterday because it is so vivid in my mind and in other ways it seems like I haven't seen her in a very long time. While talking to one of my friends about Gran I used the word "exceptional" to describe her. My friend quickly said that she had recently used the exact same word.
She wasn't like other people. She was very special. She loved me for who I am and she challenged and encouraged me every way. Many people have said to me (my mom included) that I will be surprised at the things that bring me back to her throughout my life. Right now I am surprised at the holes in my life. We talked on the phone almost every day. I have about a hundred voicemails on my phone that she has left me. I miss her sweet hug. I miss her voice and her way with words.
I wanted to post because Easter is tomorrow and I have been wondering what Easter in heaven is like. Maybe every day in heaven is Easter. Some people think that people in heaven can see or have some awareness of life on earth. I really dont know what I think. But if they do, I think Gran would love to see people worshiping all over the earth. She loved Easter. Well.. she loved Jesus. We are having a sunrise service at our church and I think it will be very special for me because she loved her church's sunrise service. She always thought it was beautiful. Also, the morning that she left the earth we witnessed maybe the most beautiful sunrise I have ever seen. Mom, Julie, and I stayed the night with her in her hospital room. We were very tired but when the sun came up we all noted how pretty it was. We also loved it when we could see the warm sun on Gran's face. She loved the sunshine.
When we were little we always celebrated Easter with lunch at Gran's after church followed by the traditional Easter egg hunt. Gran loved a Easter egg hunt. She remembered the tradition from her own childhood.
Oh how we miss her.
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